I'm so tired of loss...

I just wanted to whine a bit... I am very tired of the loss and change. I know this is part of life, and the way that God designed things. I know that if I'm called by God then these things will be a good thing in the end but I'm tired of it...

sense of security at home... son.. dad.. life savings... freedom... mother... friends... sense of purpose... these are the things that I have lost....

I have gained friends and a loving new spouse in these times also... So In the net I am doing ok.

--me