interruptions...

Hi,
I have been thinking about divine interruptions for a couple of days now. My life has seen some interruptions in the last few years that have me wondering what.... I lost my whole family to a divorce. My wife decided she does not want me and my son has not spoken to me since Feb 22, 2005 and this year told me to never attempt to contact him again... I even lost my dog, who was taken to florida where she later died... Just as I seemed to be getting my life on track, a woman came into it, and it was interrupted again. This woman and I did not share a common faith which had become the center of my life, but none the less I fell for her, then she left town, and then she came back... but we never really made a deep connection... Then my father died, and once again my life was rocked by an interruption. For a time I was driving 400 miles a day trying to live two lives, and doing a crummy job at both... Now my mom is very lost and I am trying to help hold her together, and again my life is interrupted...

I wonder where God is taking me with all these interruptions. Am I being pushed to break? Am I to lose my job too? Am I in His will at all?

I wanted to start a coffee shop after my wife left, but I have nothing left to start it with. Just tonight I was thinking how incapable I am of doing the work I get paid for today, how could I possibly run a business...

ok... I'm going to pray about this. I know God is there and that He hears me when I pray even when I don't hear Him when He speaks...

bye empty space..
me