Hi empty Space,
Today I had interactions with friends that have been there for me for over 3 years now.. and you know what... are still there. they still care and I am grateful for them!
When I get in to a dark lonely place, I tend to think I am alone. The truth is that God is there with me, and my friends are just outside the dark place waiting for me.
Today I heard a talk on the miracle of the resurrection of Lazerus. What it and the worship music from the morning did was to reiterate what God had been talking to me about all week in His word. He knows where I am and what I am feeling. I have been honest in saying all week how lost I feel, and He has been saying that He isn't going anyplace, and that He will guide me if I will only let Him. None of this makes the things I have to go through easier, but with help I won't be alone.
For me it means letting go of future thoughts, wants, and worries. I will start to plan again someday, but right now I need to be content in going through the day in which I find myself. I need to turn things over to the God that knows what's better for me than I do. I will be working on it.
ok... I'm going to go do some reading.
G'nite empty space,
-me
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